Goose leg with cranberry sth... lol

Their famous sticky toffee pudding!!! VvVVVV nice!

main course i order the roast chicken breast... yea.. very nice... really vvv nice... of coz the bill is erm... but once in a while esp when i am like overseas not many friends staying back and the point is I AM ON EXCHANGE!!! come on.. i am sure my family today would be gg out to eat also lo.. tho may be not like wad i eat. but i think its okey lah... i dun have Chinese new year celebration for a few years also. So it was really gd to have arranged a dinner with James and Jean (from sing soc here) =) nice dinner and evening. Thanks for your accompany! No. 16!! =D

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oh talking about Christmas, at first i tot i would be able to experience very special for an exchange to have... my classmate did invite me to celebrate Christmas with her family. I was overjoyed and never tot that my dream would come true. of coz it was a let down. if not i won't be here blogging. lol.

It was a major let down coz after knowing that I would be back for some family matters, she just keep telling me to go home and saying that i would embarrass her if I go to her place coz her family is "bad"? i was like, why would there people saying their family is bad?! the word she say sometimes made me feel terrible; "it's a shame that u can't celebrate it with you family", "it's a shame ....." . she may be just overconcerned and worrying and for her, unlike most of us my friends, has not been leaving her family or country like we do.. of coz i can understand her feeling. I was touched, at first, but irritated afterwards. I felt like she is just telling me to scram home. That's how i feel. after a while i feel that she dun really meant wad she say. of coz I wouldn't want to think bad about her coz she was nice. Just that i really dun feel gd about it.

And hearing that my housemate did invite me to London, she say: why dun u go somewhere else better... honestly i remember she did say that line. Go somewhere else huh...

She was just totally getting on my nerves. of coz i would sad and irritated. Well, guess we just have to make do with the cultural difference and be understanding... Let phase it this way: she has not seen the world enough... so do i. JUST that, let me be clear, i am a easy to tok to person, if u dun wan me to come just say str to my face. dun give me lame excuses and kacau me once in a while to tell me things that are not related and trying to make me feel that i am the bad guy. I am not stupid. coz that's really mean and torturous.

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hm feeling slightly better? yea the dinner last nite did it make better, but still i can't help to think that this year i am having christmas with friends that i met only once or twice. amazing, yet, weird. i guess times like this will bind people together. This is the second christmas with friends only. But the dinner was much better then a few year's back of coz... dunno about tonite's party... the food should be .. like that lo.. ha.. nvm lah. i will update again.

A Christmas without snow, tree and present... oh and turkey. somehow it wasn't within my expectation.