Life is Full of choices, but there is only that much you can handle.

Monday, December 31, 2007

it came... after i talked to francis... lol... the conversation with him was interesting as ever... help me kill some time despite the fact that i a super tired and ... alot of work to do... =( who the hell would mug like me for christmas and new year.. wth... haix.. well not like i really did alot of work BUT. the point is. i should be enjoying and go classouting with everyone at marina bay!!!! T.T *sob* well it was my choice anyway. i guess i would have plenty of classouting *fingercross* after i grad (like in 2009 =s) or so... haix but then nad's last hols is next year!!! i wont be back til 2009 argh.... time flies.

francis pointed out that not any normal singaporean guy can keep up with me, as in, the way i choose to live. (in my understanding lah) i was well aware of that. it's not easy having a LDR for almost 2 years with ur gf overseas and coming home like ONCE a year. It's depressing for both parties. But the fact that it was my choice and there was so many unsucessful cases arise from people gg to aus and uk.... well it was no wonder that friends around him would pity him and worries. I totally understand where they come frome, and was glad to hear a friend speaking up. It's quite interesting to see how guys support / care for each other. lol.

Then of coz he would ask things like "5, 10 years down the road" u know that kind of future qn. To many of my friends here in glasgow, whoever asked, this was the answer:

qn: "how long have you been with him?"
ans: "since high sch ~ 2 years and 8 months"
common response: "omg, how sweet!!! "

qn: "will you get married with him?" [this is a qn that classmates and close friend won't ask - directly- so far]
possible ans: "yea" [economic of words], "if we would last that long" [for people who knows abit more and sounded in doubt]
usually i will get a oic response... lol...

honestly see people getting marry at out age - is not a common thing in the first place, but it feels really nice. there are people planning tho ;) hope to get invited some days.

but yea, out of the topic... He also asked like where would i settle, jobs, yadayada... guess the same would goes for everyone during classouting. its just really common thing when u meet ur firends and say hi and start chatting everything under the sun. People at our age are still searching for directions and trying to see where they could place themselves in the society. so am i.

well so it was a nice chat, really gd advisory session with my all-time advisor. and waited for about 30mins? dunno how long, suddenly see my beam flashing on the screen. lol. so he came in a happy tone. he was really happy, retail therapy helped. hm. not so much for me.... (u have to see who u are shopping with). anyway, so he finally initated to hear each other. Alas! i was saved.

a 2 hours conversation, partial remedy for depression and insomia (i hope) but result in gastric.

anyway, i really wan to hear more. hope to see u in 2008. soon. really soon. ARGH i can't wait for another 6 months!!!! =( sian... why am i an SCIENCE exchange with heaps of work and exam at the wrong time!!!! argh... Yesh, there i go again. u'll have to teach me a new way to complain if u dun wan to get bored by me for the next few decades. *i am warning u now* that is if u ever see this. -.-"

8:30 AM