Life is Full of choices, but there is only that much you can handle.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

haix... all the more i hearing things about wad's happening back in hk, all the more i dun wan to go back. Its just tuff being born in such a traditional family. or rather, with such old fashioned MCP dad. yesh. he is. It just disheartening to hear things.

why couldn't he treat her nicer? has the man forgotten the one he loved most has always been with him through all hardship.
then, why mock her, why torture her to such degree which both parties suffer?
His act is sadistic.
His heart had died.
He let the past of his sibling governs his life and forgotten his wife and children, who
sooner or later, would have no recollection of him as he was.
leaving like the spirit does.

its always the tiny little things that shows love and hate.
its always a fine line between such drastic emotions.
But who would know when they are blinded by the past?
They are blinded, and they would continue to suffer in the tragidy.

honestly, regardless of who they are, i just hate people who are victimizing themselves. even if they are my family, relatives. I would be as crual as reality.

All these hate and love; its soft, its hooey.

its irritating.

5:32 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Man.... last week was buzy with minimal courswork already (coz i am not doing it =.=)

have been watching kiddy animes now and then when i really have time - i was not studying!!! ARGGGGGhhh

Jan: last 2 weeks of jan keep running to city centre coz at first saw cheap stuff and happen to found the dress that Dear spotted in Singapore topshop! i actually wore it in UK topshop =.= lol, so went back to get it ... after alot of twist and turn (really long story: a cheena girl tried it and ended up cutting up the dress coz she got stuck in a Petitie size 6!!! then another customer who got my size - petite size 8 - returns the dress coz she can't fit) i finally bought the dress at 13.5GBP, 5 times less than SG. crazy right... coz student have 10% discount and that dress is on sale.

So tot that that would be my only shopping, ended up jan keep raining and all my shoes start to spoil.... The converse had whole at the sole there =( the one and only sneaker that was water proof =s.... the reebok one just like sponge....Finally ended up running on boots to uni for 2 days... and guess wad! boots sole crack!

Last 2 days of jan, went shopping and looking for shoes. Returned the boots - got them refund me the $$ =) so then scouted for shoes... went to this sport shoes shop that was really value for money! I spotted this orange adidas climacool crosstraining shoes - love at first sight! found my size also - bought it at 15 pounds. Then got a walking shoes that is water proof for 15 pounds also =0 lastly, almost 6pm ran off to Bhs again to check if they have the same pair of my boots with 1 size bigger - coz that last pair of boots was actually 1 size smaller -> so i strained my feet *still pain til now* and i got a discount for that!!! got it only 9pounds! the last pair i got it during boxing day was 15 pounds - original price 30 okey...

So yea... my shopping deals are dead cheap... lol...

then the next day i went to arran

2nd - 4th Feb

It snowed on sat! beautiful!!! but the subsequent day the weather jus sux
honestly the trip was suppose to be 2 day 1 nite returning glasgow on 3rd evening, but due to super bad weather on the island, the 2 ferry service was cancelled and we were stranded on the isle. Came back only around noon on Monday. So skipped lecture and lab on that day. Went home do luandry and watched anime.... damn... i should have slept!

5th Feb - Pancake tuesday
some christian fest that got commcecialised. So Went Chris's place to have pancake dinner.
something interesting and new

6th Feb
finsihed lecture went to finish up my lab report and went home... feeling lazy and watched anime again!!!

7th Feb
day off =0 v tired after waking, chatted with dear for 5.30hours... lol... that celine's sms shocked me and hai wo din sleep well !!! *super irritated* coz i was so worried and she din even reply my sms! Upload pics on facebook half of my day =.-

8th Feb
busy day for classes.... after class went tesco shopping for ingrediant for pineapple tarts. Make pineapple tarts with James til 1.30 am =.= *totally sleepy*

9th Feb
Went down to find Alex... i was extremely sleepy, but ended up pei-ing her bake cookies and make sushi and check out hostels... til 5, went back to get change and walk to Lung Fung with Paradie and James to the restaurant for CNY dinner! sleep about 1+ am also... listen to SHE til cannot sleep =.=

10th Feb...
doing alot of banking and other rubbish....
upload pics on facebook also, and trying to write some letter and adverstisement ...
WHEN CAN I START DOING MY HW AND STUDY!?!?!? haix too many things to maintain

9:56 PM