-1st: My belated CHRISTMAS TREE!!! i met the postman outside my door when coming back from Tesco with Paradies. I have got a letter from Singapore! it's from dear... card as usual - hey i am not complain okey, i know i did said "huh, card again ar" last time, but i still like to recieve them! how dare u lie to me... even on paper =( some more bluff me until so kan xin... u know i trust every single words of u. Then stupid me after reading the letter and u telling me its a lie i still dun get it and feel sorry for u okey. *pinch hard!* yea... u ultimate point of this complaint letter was wanting me to come home. I know it well and was happy that u expressed it to me directly. I feel being wanted =) and finally I have a place where people would want me to return to. [i know u guys - many of u guys - will never understand how it feels being a VERY 'international' student / person.... but yea.. its not easy even tho it give u the convenience to zoom around the globe.]

-2nd: IT SNOWED IN GLASGOW!!! HEAVILY RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!!! it lasted for about an hour or so at least. it was beautiful, made u feel like u are in the snow flakes globe =D I was overjoyed, frantically taking pics - which failed... oh well, sorry friends, no nice pics... will still put up in facebook and here... i will edit this post later for the pics...

-then, i lost half a container of my toothpaste to the sink - for being clumsy...
-dark rings and insomia-ed... there come the cycle again... i think it will only end it after i have my exam and get the report done... i know i am damn slacker... killing myself away

4th jan'o8: woken up first by Paradies' voice - i think she was toking about 5+am... then around 8.50 by Rosie's door banging experience... hm... finally wake about 9.30 went to kitchen and noted some difference. I wonder if Fenella or Sura is back.. one of them should be back by now just dunno who is that... coz Fenella's luandry rack has clothes on, and Sura's bottled detergent was opened and her knife was being shifted to the microwave. [yesh, now u know how i observe others]

- tree tells me that she is not gg on an exchange: standard arian reaction "WHAT?!" i tot she wanted to go, as badly as i wanted. Upon further questioning, she told me some problem popped up. I guess its either the course or finances, more towards the latter? I dunno. anyway, i hope that she is not disappointed.

FRIENDS : please help me look out for houses around MAY - JUNE period even tho i know u guys would be tight packed by 3rd year ... PLEASE >.<~ coz i wont be back til July. =(

luckily tree tells me now, i haven book airtix yet. but would be coming back around 15th or 16th July because i won be back from europe yet... =s

so now what? i have not touch genetics, reading a blog of the person who doesn't study and complained her results was not gd and how she cried etc.. her life, made me feel like 'trying' out her life? oh crap. impossible for a person like me? but i know people have great expectation on me. Friends said that dun worry u will always do well as u do. but then for the fact that i did not work hard at all, how miracles can happen? If i should know that I wouldn't do well i would have gone for tour for new year and came back then panicked. lol. at least i know i did sth in exchange for my grades. Yes. Exchange.

okey, i think i will concentrate more as i feel slightly better.

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